Is dealing with drugs, high and lows, sober and fucked up. I deal with family and friends, although I have very little, and have damaged almost all of the relationships in my family. My parents can't believe a word out of my mouth anymore. I steal medicine from them all the time. More medicine comes up missing; it's my fault even if it isn't. I've been called a fucking liar and motherfucker more times a day than I can count.